17 years old and depressed feeling hopeless

I am only 17 and already Norhood3 I have long hair before and yesterday I decided to buzz it with 5 setting I messed up more I look like 40 year old uncle with huge tample recession and I looks like I don’t have any hair . I visited derma about 8 Months ago so I am on Minoxidil topical it is not beneficial for me and two months ago I added Fin 0.5 Mg I know it is dangerous but what else can I do , I am already Norhood3 like a uncle I already said. My entire teenage life is ruined can’t really have fun also everyone look at my hair. So far I don’t have any sides with finasteride I am giving it a time. But no body understand how difficult and depressing problem hair loss is at this age my cousins friend have full thick head of hair, my dad and moms brother is bald so I have strong balding genetic but at this age of rocking different hairstyles I feel like lost. Hair can enchanes your looks 100 times better your whole face shape is also depends on it. Looking here for your advice and help if anyone needs picture you can DM me. I am trying to Post here but it doesn’t allow me..

Please please help me give advise to me I am genuinely depressed.